Thursday, July 14, 2011

Is it possible to find love in my life at my age?

K-I know I'm going to sound really stupid and pathetic, but whatever because I don't know you people. I don't know if it's hormonal or what, but I've been in this funk for the past almost year or so where I crave to be loved, held, and all of that pretty much every hour that I'm awake. I've never really had much "love" in my life, but I never used to care. Now I do some reason. I just get so tired. I go to school, go to work, go through the motions, talk to people I have no emotional connection with but have to talk to because such is society, lather, rinse, repeat. I just want to collapse into somebody's arms at the end of the day sometimes, but I don't have anybody besides my pillow, which I cry into almost daily lately. It's not like I'm a teenager who can just blame all of this on puberty either, I'm 22. Anyway, the whole pursuing a relationship route seems pointless. I don't think I've met a guy in my entire life who wanted a relationship with me. Plenty have not so subtly asked for sex, but that's about it. Do I just have to wait until I'm older and the guys around me begin to get past that whole sowing wild oats stage?

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