I screwed up is it fixable?

So theres this guy n hes.absolutely amazing. Its pretty obvious we both have feelings for each other but were both leavin in about a month to go to college so I didnt wana let myaelf fall to hard for this guy so I purposely try to pick a fighta.with him so he would atop likin me n hopefully id stop likin him, I know its really immature but I was havin trouble tryna stop liking him. So the fight turned way bigger n uglier than ever intended n now I regret all of it. I just realize how.much I like.this.guy n im so heartbroken cuz now he wants to.distance himself from me n he said itd make things easier when we leave for college but he smwht tlks.to me on the phone n has.admitted.to missing me but I jus wana enjoy our last month together. Is there any way tl.fix.it or.did I screw things up to where its unfixable? Thanks in advanced